Friday, January 6, 2012
"The truth never set me free so I'll do it myself."
The title for this blog comes from some lyrics by Paramore in their song "Careful". Music shows what mood I am in and totady is a doosie(sp?). I find that I am needing to make a list of goals to reach for. A friend of mine did this instead of making a New Year's resolution. Ok, so here are some...
#1. I need to work on getting healthier. After the major illness I suffered this time last year, January 18th, to be exact, I need to take time to continue to heal. Everyday gets alittle better, but at times I do over do things. I got my pneumonia and flu vaccines, am on Phentremine to lose weight, and am trying my best to stay healthy.
#2. I need to learn not to sweat the small stuff. There are things in my life that I can not change, people too, so I should just let them be. Sorry to be cryptic, but it is what I do best.
#3. I need to reconnect with people in general. Recently I have become slightly a hermit, just in the past few weeks really and this bothers me. I don't like to isolate myself but my self confidence has taken quite a blow this year and I am finding out in a drastic way who my real friends are.
#4. I need to be there for my family. I feel extrememly guilty for my illness because I was gone for five months. This illness almost destroyed out unit, but my husband and I are far stronger than I ever thought possible. When we were younger, we used to say that it was us against the world. It really is.
#5 I need to spend more time with my mom. Since my father passed away, I have become more worried about her. I hate to admit that she is getting older, but age is just a fact of life. I wish I could put her in a plastic bubble and protect her, just like I wish I could do with my hubby and kids, but sadly I can't.
I guess that is all for now. I can't think of anything else at the moment.
#1. I need to work on getting healthier. After the major illness I suffered this time last year, January 18th, to be exact, I need to take time to continue to heal. Everyday gets alittle better, but at times I do over do things. I got my pneumonia and flu vaccines, am on Phentremine to lose weight, and am trying my best to stay healthy.
#2. I need to learn not to sweat the small stuff. There are things in my life that I can not change, people too, so I should just let them be. Sorry to be cryptic, but it is what I do best.
#3. I need to reconnect with people in general. Recently I have become slightly a hermit, just in the past few weeks really and this bothers me. I don't like to isolate myself but my self confidence has taken quite a blow this year and I am finding out in a drastic way who my real friends are.
#4. I need to be there for my family. I feel extrememly guilty for my illness because I was gone for five months. This illness almost destroyed out unit, but my husband and I are far stronger than I ever thought possible. When we were younger, we used to say that it was us against the world. It really is.
#5 I need to spend more time with my mom. Since my father passed away, I have become more worried about her. I hate to admit that she is getting older, but age is just a fact of life. I wish I could put her in a plastic bubble and protect her, just like I wish I could do with my hubby and kids, but sadly I can't.
I guess that is all for now. I can't think of anything else at the moment.
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